"Go meet Dr. Patel in clinic. She's seeing a patient of mine that I think would be good for learning. We're trying to decide whether she has acute or latent TB."
This is what he had been told, and like a good medical student one week into the medicine rotation, he scampered outside, through the snow, and up the stairs to the doors of the clinic.
"Dr. Patel's already in with the patient."
So down the hall and opening the door on his left he slid into a rather small room where the patient was seated in conversation with Dr. Patel.
Dr. Patel was gathering history. Have you any night sweats? fever? weight loss? hemoptysis? No, none of that, she said. She had had a hard life. Extensive medical history compounded by the common American co-morbidities. Any imaging? She thought she had some, but couldn't remember. On and on the history taking went. He picked up her medical records and glanced through them as the chatter continued.
Extensive psychiatric history. Well, given her history, who could blame her?
What did she do for a living again? Disability now, entrepreneur or something like that. They all failed though, her businesses. What were her businesses? He didn't ask.
She had been possibly been exposed to TB when she was a nursing student in the past.
Wait. What?
And then it clicked. He had seen this woman before. She did not recognize him. His memory stirred. Where?
The Ward.
She had wanted to kill herself. She was much more upset back then. He had tried to ask her about her history. She had snapped at him. Too many questions. Why did he want to know? She had left the ward and was supposed to go home but had disappeared according to police reports. That had been the last time he heard of her.
But here she was now. Sharing bits and pieces of a history not so unfamiliar. More psychiatric than medical in some ways, and more human than anything else.
Her most recent imaging turned out to be quite unremarkable. Disappointing from a medical standpoint. She would need further testing and there was no point in risking medication side effects when she was completely asymptomatic and without proper supportive imaging.
Walking back to the hospital, he thought about what she had told him before he left the room. She had told him that he would be a good doctor.
"You have a certain way about you, how you conduct yourself."
Really? Is that all there is to it? He had thought to himself. She didn't know him--just like he didn't really know her. The absurdity.
And then he remembered that this was supposed to be an interesting case. It had been, but not in the sense that he had expected--not medically or in a psychiatric dimension. He couldn't quite put his finger on how it was, and it bothered him. Another time, he would have to revisit it. Perhaps it would make sense then. In the meantime, another morning case presentation. 54 year old woman with a history of diabetes, hypertension, hyperlipidemia presenting with chest pain...
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